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lately, i been feeling like i'm drowning. i know how to swim .. but somehow i'm not trying hard enough.  of course i mean this in a metaphoric sense, i refuse to fail .. and i feel the need to have everything in control. and i know that's damn near impossible but i still try. i need to make a lil turn for the better, i'm supposed to be full of luck, but lately, i don't know where that luck is hiding. but i am determined  to not stay down.