2010 Finale

Happy New Year's eve everyone. Today I'm gonna spend time w| my family then after midnight w| some of my closest friends. some drinking, smoking and pure fun. This is a short post since I still have to make the lasagna, do my hair, shower and get ready. I hope everyone is safe and has a great time w| people they love. Despite your luck w| this year or any year prior, the fact that we are even alive to welcome yet another year is amazing. Happy New Years eve. :) .. see you in 2011








Daily quote:
time isn't wasted, unless you're getting wasted - Asher Roth

Rise and Shine.

I've been up for about an hour now, which I think is progress .. due to the fact I usually would be going to sleep around this time. I took nyquil pills to help me plus I'm getting sick (or was, I think the pills did miracles) I had a nightmare that Zombies were out to get me and I was all alone, real I am Legend shit, I don't like dreams like that. At all. I'm watching a movie called The Right Temptation, pretty good actually. I kinda wished I was asleep for more than 6 hours but I feel rested so I won't complain. Anyway I did my laundry yesterday so I feel like I accomplished something (I love the smell of clean clothes) and since I've given up hope on finding a temp. job for the winter break, I'm going to do other things to preoccupy my time. Like work on my fitness, take an online winter mini and try to be more healthy. I love food but I don't wanna be all grease on the inside, plus alot of healthy food are tasting better than ever. I feel I'm growing rapidly as a person, on the inside anyway, but I want the change to show on the outside too. I must admit I do feel good about this, and as the new year approaches, I pray I don't get discouraged. for an Optimistic I can be pretty pessimistic. "Baby steps" is what I tell myself .. Patience is definitely key. (side note; this movie is toooo good .. ugh the suspense. If you happen to catch it on cable pr netflix, watch it)  well good morning to everyone and I hope you make the best out this day, I know I will. 

Daily Quote:
We must become the change we want to see. - Mahatma Gandhi 

... reunited.

Hey, it's been a long time, like usual .. and I won't say I haven't updated because I don't have time .. because that is far from true. I have all the time in the world. Things just been hectic .. I want to do to much but don't know where to start. I need order, some type of self organization where life isn't as chaotic as I make it. Sure a little chaos is fine every now and then, but I have been stressing the littlest things and forgetting .. I'm still a teenager ( I'll be 20 in June ) the year is almost over and I can't say it's been good to me, I'm glad it's over. I'm not hoping that 2011 will be a better year, I'm going to make it a better year. For awhile now I've been looking at life as if the glass is half empty, instead of half full. That is all about to change somewhere in between finals, packing to come home for the winter break and realizing I'm going to be 20 hit me. I'm not happy, I have been waiting for things to happen, everything I accomplished was because of the few times I actually stood up and did something about it. So since clearly hard work pays off, I'm going to work harder .. instead of hardly working. I have little things I want to make apart of my regular routine since I feel I've been leading a boring life (my standard definition of boring). One of  them being blogging more, I know I know, I always write that same line after months of hiatus. But I like expressing myself and I can't keep a diary for shit, I need somewhere to have my thoughts recorded. plus I don't have many followers so I don't even think people will read this .. but whoever is reading this ..*kudos to you .. welcome to my mind : )* - I'll feel dumb if no one ever reads it. lol anywhoo back to the point, I guess you can say I had a revelation .. I'm like a phoenix,I got hot and burned to death so my re-birth is soon to come. hehe : ) welcome me back blogger, I'll be here more often. 


Nightly Quote to sleep on:
Happiness is not a possession to be prized, it is a quality of thought, a state of mind. -  Daphine Du Maurier