Babyyy i'm Back, Back, Back.

yes.. my first semester of college is finally over .. i'm now back home ..
i can honestly say my first semester is certainly one to remember. i'm happy to be home although i am not feeling to well. i think i'm coming down w| something, oh yeah i made a tumblr [ Http://CrissyWHO.tumblr.com ] just for pics and stuff .. i refuse to abandon blogspot more then i have already .. lol but i am hoping for this winter break to be really unexpected and fun. well i'm going to try and keep posting a lil more regular .. bare w| me. =)


til later.

Lord knows

"Too many guys think I’m a concept, or I complete them, or I’m gonna make them alive. But I’m just a fucked-up girl who’s lookin’ for my own peace of mind; don’t assign me yours."  - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind


Lord knows that shit is soo true .. like i honestly don't understand why Guys try to G' me so hard ? like yeah, i can admit i feel i am an attractive young lady but some guys fake act like i was put here on earth for them .. and i guess that's supposed to be flattering but alot of times it isn't. or maybe its just i swear every guy is trying to run game and try to score in home court. who knows [ kanye shrug ]

Fair Warning.

Straight to the point .. i tend to think alot. so i'll just roam from topic to topic .. i have a few topics i wanna discuss, just because i discuss doesn't necessarily mean i'm feeling some sort of way .. it may just mean i choose to discuss it .. because i find it interesting.

keep that in mind when reading all of my posts.

Liars. People who don't speak truth. men lie, women lie. point blank people lie.
get over it. as much as we would like to be honest, every once in a while you lie. something little something big, to protect someone's feelings or covering your own back; whatever the reason is , people LiE.

when is lying acceptable ?
in my eyes, never .. i feel everyone should 'keep it a buck' as i like to say. signals don't get crossed, Feelings are spa(red) early on, fewer people get hurt. the problem is this, we either assume the other person can't handle the truth, or that we can't handle they reaction. most of the time we're wrong and sometimes we're right. sometimes somethings are better left unsaid .. sometimes the truth isn't enough, sometimes that person deserves better. but when you build a web of lies, you often get tangled. whatever you do in the dark comes to light, three people can keep a secret if two of them are dead. all these quotes are true, especially in a initmate relationship, you shouldn't lie to your spouse you should always be honest and build a trust that nothing is kept hidden. cause with out trust there is nothing. that applies to all relationships, family, and friend wise. so next time you're considering lying .. just think whats the worse .. lying and possibly getting caught in the lie ? or simply accepting responsibility and being Honest.


weedandlust. =)

you know what they say ..

"you can take the nigga out the hood;

but you can't take the hood out the nigga"

i noticed that even at college, some people just can't leave the "hood mind" in the hood. like it's some people that just are out to cheat the gov't. but little do they realize they gov't. been cheating us. its the blow when we are 3 hours away from the city to better ourselves and grow as individuals, yet here we are acting like we're still in the "hood". the same rules don't apply. i can honestly say i feel safer at school then i do at home. and that's because people are fucking nuts ! everybody is losing their fucking minds cause 2012 is dique the end of the world. but let me not digress, the point is, its quite sad when the place that supposed to help you better yourself is full of people not trying to move on .. LET'S GET TOGETHER peoplee ! damn, ignorance is not acceptable if you choose not to grow.

just wanted to get that off my chest. Later.

Truth is . . .

You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves.
— JoAnne Golden